Duende Arts

Journal with Photographs by Orlando Gustilo 

A Kaleidscope of Mostly Asian Flavors


This has been so far the coolest July in memory. I love cool weather like this though others in these temperate climes say they want to feel the intense heat of summer. I've been cooking more, especially as I've invited over for a swim party, a video party, any excuse to get together and enjoy the weather. I have yet to use the garden hose to water the garden and that is something I have not done since I started the garden 22 years ago!

This spicy green beans (masaledar sem) is my favorite among my recent explorations, the dish most likely to become a regular in my repertoire. This was the first time in many years that I cooked with Indian spices. The aroma of roasting cumin was wonderful! I "doctored" the recipe before serving it. A dash of Balsamic vinegar and Bragg's amino acids did wonders to the final product! The next time I cooked it, I cut back on the vegetable oil and that made the flavor, I think, more intense.

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My third video is online!


I uploaded the Banthias' wedding greeting last night. Yi's friend, Laura Huang, is putting together a multimedia show for the newlyweds on their big day, August 2. Today I quickly put together a shoot I made when I made my fresh tomato and basil pasta sauce, one of my favorite things about summer in Indiana. The video is here:


http://gallery.me.com/karuna711#100268

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Starting Out with High Goals in Video Production

I have finished a rough cut of a two-minute video that friends requested I make for them to greet their friend who is getting married in Shanghai at the end of the month.

At first I didn't want to do the video. Most people nowadays post unedited, clearly amateurish videos on YouTube and similar venues. With the iPhone 3G capable of doing HD videos with simple editing capabilities, mobile video-making will only become more and more accessible to the masses, and amateur videos more ubiquitous. I am not there yet but my goal is to produce professional-quality videos for theatrical or TV relase (not a modest goal) or, at least, Internet-marketable deployment. I don't want to get into wedding-type videos even though weddings, birthdays and other personal events are the bread-and-butter of the trade for many video makers. I want to keep my goals high from the start even when my skills are not quite there yet.
 
I'm glad I undertook the small project. At this point, any video project is a learning experience for me. I decided not to use all the bells and whistles at my disposal. I used a simple camcorder setup to shoot the clips but since Visha and Babu wanted the video to come out well they agreed to do several takes. This was, in fact, the first video where I directed the "talent." I love it!

This is comparable to my discovery of model photography in May 2008. To be able to bring out the variety and subtleties of a model's persona was an unquestionable "high." Directing talent in a video is even more exciting. A video can portray tons more drama. Not only is it a bigger visual feast but animation and audio add dimensions to the viewing of the product that still photography cannot deliver.

These two "moments" of discovery validate what I have started out to undertake: develop my creative intuition and skills. After years of philosophizing about creativity, art and beauty, the work I do today with photography and videos is a far cry. One can only think and fantasize so much. The real joy is in actually doing it. One has to take the risk of creating "karma." Not to take the risk is to abdicate from living. Not to act is to waste the precious gift of life.
 
To Dubrovnik on a Costa Cruise gave me a taste of "storytelling". I experienced for myself what film editors do to put together what the director and cinematographer shot from a shooting script to create the movie that the public sees. In effect, the editor makes the final product. Depending on how involved the director is with the editing process, the editor can remold the basic story from what was actually shot to create the movie with the greatest impact and artistry. Making movies is exhilarating!

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Buddhist Take on Friendliness

The technical term, kalyãna-mitta, is translated as "noble or good friend." In American Buddhism, this has been updated to mean the friendly relationship between practitioners of the tradition, not just the relationship between a monk preceptor and his younger (in the practice) colleague.

The more common term for "friendliness," of course, is mettã (Sanskrit, maitre), often translated as "loving-kindness." I think "friendliness" is a better translation (see the Mettã Sutta, http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/kn/khp/khp.9.amar.html). Mettã is one of the four brahma vihãras, the divine or sublime abodes or mental states that Buddhists aspire to cultivate to reside continuously in enlightened or "godlike" being.

When I finished the video on Dubrovnik I wanted to just move on and not do any more edits to it. Now I think I might make it part of another video about the Eastern Mediterranean maritime republics of the 14th to the 16th century. We'll see.

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Fasting To Renew Body and Soul


With no prior planning, I started a fast yesterday morning. It's been so far easier than I thought.

About a year ago, I came across Peter Sewald's Wisdom from the Monastery. I was attracted to the title because of the many years I visited St. Meinrad Archabbey in southern Indiana. Staying at St. Meinrad was an extension of the Holy Weeks I spent in summer-hot Manila. In the Philippines Lent came when the tropical sun burnt everything in its light. Semana santa was hunger and heat.

Yesterday, fasting brought the accumulated memories of Philippine Lenten observances and visits to St. Meinrad. I turned off my computer, didn't answer email nor check my postal mail. I spent the day reading Sewald's book. I decided at six to drive to Half Price to claim my 40% discount. Next time I'll turn the car off, too, but yesterday the drive did not break the rhythm of the fast. However the day could have been more intense had I chosen not to leave the house except to walk.

Fasting gave me a break from the relentless planning and stress that my days have become. Fasting I see how superfluous most of the things I desire really are. I gave up drinking coffee by default. That is a biggie! When I started my sabbatical in late 2007 I would drive to McDonald's just to motivate myself to get out of bed in the morning. Early this year I decided to stop eating breakfast at McDonald's. I would just drive there for my cup of Senior's coffee. Now it's time for even that decaffeinated brew to stop. 49 cents. It's a bargain but I don't need the two packets of Splenda.

I would like to follow the Jewish tradition of fasting Mondays and Thursdays. The early Christians fasted Tuesdays and Fridays to commemorate Good Friday. I could also do just one day a week. I’ll see how this goes. Fasting also whetted my appetite for going lacto-ovo-vegetarian again. I think I can make this work better today than I did when I first tried this in 1986. Back then I gained weight from overdoing carbs.

The FW hard drive from OWC came yesterday. I left the box unopened until this morning. Carbon Copy Cloner is busy cloning my boot-up internal drive unto the new drive. I plan to then use the FW drive as my start-up drive and replace the internal drive with a larger (maybe 1.5 Terabyte) drive.

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How do we decide morality or art?

Buddha with the elixir for healing suffering

"It is a work of art because an artist says it is; because it occupies the place of art (the wall, a pedestal); because it's worth so much money; because you perceive it to be art."
The Essential Man Ray by Ingrid Schaffner

Reading The Essential Man Ray this morning while waiting for my body to get out of bed was one of those quintessential moments that liberate thinking from confines it didn't even know were there.

Driving to lunch I listened to World Have Your Say on public radio. The topic: Is it possible to have a moral army. I had jumped into the middle of the vociferous discussion but during all the time I listened to the broadcast no one, neither the moderator nor the participants, challenged the notion of "moral." What is moral, and is there one standard for morality for everyone? A former general spoke of the rules and standards much of the world recognizes like the Geneva Conventions, treaties and protocols set up in 1949 the aftermath of World War II. Contravening the conventions would be immoral, the general said.

It seems to me morality and art both sink or float in the same or similar boat. We have history as variously interpreted by experts to form some basis for what many people intuitively, or at least, subjectively feel is right or wrong, is artistic or not artistic. My own personal history argues that history, conventional and personal, changes. When I first saw modernist art I was appalled. What was I seeing? This is beautiful?

I've clung to old-fashioned, third-world conventions all this time. People born in wealthy, developed nations grow up confident that what they and their society believe is correct, so correct that other nations who think otherwise are backward and need to be converted to the right way of thinking. But these fortunate/unfortunate people are also more likely to spawn rebels and innovators. Westerners have evolved generally high self-esteem. The individual sprang out of the masses in the aftermath of the Middle Ages. As burghers grew riches that challenged then outshone those of the ruling, aristocratic classes, an individual grew to believe he could be what he chooses to be. Society is something he can change.

Admittedly most grow up and function as obedient adults. They live out what morals or artistic sensibilities they were taught or somehow absorbed living in the medium of their society's religious, political and economic realms. But for some people, whether because they feel inordinately confident of their own vision or intellectual take on a subject matter or because they don't fit the mold and struggle to make the mold fit them, they poke holes in the frayed fabric of conventional wisdom and show the way to other ways of believing, other ways of thinking, even other ways of feeling.

So much of art is feeling but did I mention economics? Money might be lucre but lots of it gives luster to the thing that requires so much to acquire. We love to shop at high-end boutiques because looking at all that expensive stuff we feel we too are valued and beautiful.

Years ago I debated with a friend who was studying voice at Butler. Western classical music is largely Teutonic music. I do find Schubert or Strauss lieder incomprehensibly moving but I argued that what moved us was acquired taste. I remember listening over and over to recordings of Teresa Braganza before I learned about opera and lyric sopranos. In Manila, surrounded by dusty, tired, poor compatriots I dreamed of a better world where I too would enjoy the elegant and sophisticated lifestyle my girlfriend and her family took for granted simply because they had the money to expose themselves to expensive objects and activities.

An art object is expensive a priori because of the time and energy that the artist invested in creating it. The actual creation might take a few seconds, a few strokes of the brush or keyboard, but the gestative phase is the artist's whole life.

How do we define morals or art? In fact how do we define values, what we rank higher when we make choices or decide for or against anything? And digging a few more miles under the surface, do we decide on the basis of values or simply react? If the latter, society bears the brunt of responsibility for our inattentive action-taking. If the former, we take on responsibility for what we choose to do. Creating, producing, photographing, editing: all involve choices. The artist perhaps more than most people have to be self-conscious about the choices she makes. It's that consciousness that gives value to what she creates.


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Playing with Perception, with Color and Interpretation

Thinking outside the box has never been my forte. Growing up feeling I didn't belong, I strove to be like everyone else—unless I could be more Everyman than anyone I knew. This formula has haunted my perception of myself and myself-as-relative-to-others for some sixty years. I forged my images of reality awash in emotion and didn't realize how much emotion colored them that I didn't see the structures hidden beneath.
 
These are not grounds for regret. It's how the dice fell and they fall for every one of us. Our insight into the bricks and mortar of our reality does grow with experience. Hell does not crack open and swallow us. Monsters lose their roars and bites. We begin to see that there in fact are as many realities as ways of seeing life. We have choices in how we interpret the throw of the dice and even re-throw them for another set of interpretations. I think maybe that artists are not as intransigently rooted in the reality they share with others. They can strip away interpretative layers and color down to empty lines and shapes that they can then fill with their own vision, their own chosen significance.

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To Dubrovnic on a Costa Cruise, the video, is done!

The video is done! "To Dubrovnic on a Costa Cruise" can be viewed at
gallery.me.com/karuna711/100262
 
This is the second video ever that I've completed. (I have dozens of uncompleted videos on my various drives and computers but only two are done.) The first was a simple edit, just joining together clips plus a beginning and closing title. This was, done on iMovie '09, is my "learning" video for getting back into video editing. It is practically a showcase (not in a spectacular way, but as a demonstration) of the various editing features of iMovie. I stuck to one transition for most of the video and tried out just one video effect (reverse). This was my first attempt at voice-over and working with audio just within iMovie, which surprisingly had pretty powerful and easy-to-do features, especially through it's Precision Editor window.
 
It's exhilarating! I can imagine how a "real" editor would feel upon finishing a full-length movie for theatrical release. I worked on this video for just over a week, doing 2 to 5 hours a day, but the learning and discovery aspects of editing this video was powerful even for this little amount of work. A mountain in labor, Cicero wrote, and out comes a mouse. Well, I hope it's a tad bigger or more significant than a mouse.
 
I welcome comments, criticisms, suggestions for improvement. I'll resist the thought of re-editing this video. I really feel I'm done with it and want to move on. I plan to do at least one more video in iMovie, maybe two, while also learning to use Apple's QuickTime Pro. I used QT to export the video to a 1280x720 widescreen "HD" format last night. iMovie worked through the night. It said it would take 5 hours for the export but the time was creeping up as the CPU started to lag behind the process. (No, no, no! Not yet time for a faster Mac!) I've been learning the usefulness of overnight tasking on the computer for CPU-intensive work like video compression and rendering.
 
I think I have decided on my next video editing project but I'm also planning my next video shoot. First I need to get the hang of green-screens but I am just about decided I am going to spring for a 1080p Sony handheld camcorder. By the end of summer I want to start capturing video directly into a RAID 0 drive. That's more money going out but the completion of this small project gives me for the first time a feeling my interest can morph into "real" business venture. Just not to forget why I am doing this: for joy, for sharing joy.

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The next video project: the Aegean Islands?

I'm a few editing strokes from completing the video on Dubrovnik so I am looking through my photos to set upon my next travelogue project. I should start working on my interviews on the "spiritual lives of ordinary people" and learn to shoot green or blue screen to add another dimension to travel documentaries. I have over fifty miniDV hour-long tapes but these are all shot with me not stabilizing the camera and panning ad lib. I need to create footages that I don't need to stabilize in iMovie. When the Dubrovnik video is finished I want to do another video on iMovie using large-file import, then do an HD import and project before moving back to FCP.
 
I need one more hard drive to create a bootable backup drive for my system drive then plan to turn two of my internal eSATA drives into a 0 RAID array and directly capture video into the computer. That would involve additional purchases that I want to put off until I get my feet firmly in water.
 
We arrived in Mykonos with just a few minutes of sunset. The light completely disappeared by the time we had walked from the quay to the town so I took this and a couple of flash pictures and that was all. I would someday like to visit Mykonos and stay a couple of days although admittedly it is now so commonplace and overly touristy. Still the island has its charms. When we were there I remember a couple of intriguing conversations with local people who spoke English. As I become more confident and competent with videos the scope of topics I want to shoot is exponentially exploding, limited, of course, by financial resources and opportunity.

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File Storage: Hard drive, DVD, Blu-Ray versus Tape and Celluloid

Seagate came up with a replacement for my internal drive that failed last week. It contained all my photograph files. The model and travel shoots were all backed up to DVD but all the photos I took this year went kaput with the drive. My PowerMac still has the photos I took before 2007. I shall just have to move those files to my new Photo Drive (backed up to a RAID array). Moving raw files takes forever. I may have to spring for an eSATA card so the transfers and backups can go more quickly. I have been backing up files most of the past week.
 
The loss of files on a hard drive pointed me to the risk of having tapeless video clips. With tape (or the old way of celluloid), you can save your files for longer although celluloid too degenerate with time. DVDs don't last forever either. I don't know the longevity of Blu-Ray although I suspect it is the same as DVDs.
 
I didn't mourn the loss very much because I feel that those files were just my apprenticeship files. As I move into professional work, securing files become more critical.
 
Little by little I am organizing my image files again. (I had organized them all going back to 1999 when I bought my Sony 1 MB digital camera. The next couple of years, I used a 4 MB Olympus. Canon has been my main camera the last seven years or so and I have been happy with the choice.

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